Jarenologist: A person who studies Jaren in great depth

Sunday, October 09, 2005

there ain't many chances in life to retract back your words and hope things will return to the way it was before. in fact, the chances of that happening are almost zero. so why then again people like to say things without thinking through it carefully? maybe its done on impulse, maybe it was just a careless remark or maybe its simply too late..

there realli is a time in life when i wished i could reject what was said, pretend i never hear anything, act as if it didn't happen. but no, can't do. i lost something that i treasured the most. its wasn't like i wanted it to happen but it happened. then again, i dun really believe in finding back something's that not meant to be. until perhaps sometime in the future, when something else could change me.

it aches whenever i think of what i had lost. its been almost 2 months but the pain is still there. any why did i invitingly accept this pain? stupid me!

what have you lost today?

思念是一种病 {6:15 pm}