That Psychology is the path for me to go. So right now, I'm only waiting for the release of the A's then I'll be able to change my course. Having already been reserved a place in NTU, Chemistry, I spent a long year in army thinking if science is what I really want to do for the rest of my life. With that, I made up my mind to study what I always had an interest in.


Job oppourtunites shouldn't be too few, considering there's quite a few minitries willing to take in budding psychologist. Now's to ORD soon, and lead a mugger life again in order to get that 2nd upper honours i need. =p

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Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

Curious about what my vocation, Combat Engineer is all about? Check THIS out!


And what they did is only but a part of it. There's more sht to it than just those in the video.


Differences to real life:

1. Our bunks are not so nice.

2. Minefields we construct are not on such nice fields, we get mud fields. Where your whole freaking leg can sink in up to knee level. ->reminds me of kabti bonsu (duno how to spell)

3. We use M16, not new and improved SAR21.

4. We build bridges, do deployment and construct wire obstacles in addition to minefields and demolitions.



Another module at CITI is completed. This time its e gypsum board installation. You know, those kind of partitions? Yup, we learnt that in 3 days! And here's proof that we did work!

PS: Read the previous post for Jaren's Official Creed












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And to complete it!



If there was a sinking ship, with one life jacket, I would let you have it.


If there was a doomed airplane, with one parachute, I would let you use it.


If there was a road accident, with only one ambulance, I would let you go with it.


If there was a collapse, with only one survivor, I would let you be it.


If there was a game, with only one prize, I would let you win it.


If there was a shooting star, with only one wish, I would let you make it.


If there was a famine, with only one dish, I would let you eat it.


If there was a drought, with only one bottle, I would let you drink it.


If there were only you. You, who have yet to exist.



The person whom you are most willing to care, to lend a listening ear to, doesn't even bother about your existance.


And it's not someone I only occassionally think of.



Been a long time since I ever had such a sweet dream. Always wishing people 'sweet dreams' but the same doesn't always come true for me till last Fri. Was sleeping in my bunk that night due to shooting range the next day.


Well, not there where it started off, but the story goes like this:

I happen to know a couple of close female friends, Samantha and let's call the other girl T. I don't know why the other girl is called Samantha but she just is! So coincidentally, they both liked me! Something which will so not happen in real life. And on a particular day, both of them, within the hour confessed to me. Stunned I was, and so I took some time to think through my feelings.


After giving it much thought, I met up with Samantha to tell her what I feel. I avoided beating around the bush and told her pretty straight in the face that T was the girl I like. She, being a girl afterall, couldn't take it and ran away crying. I felt bad for breaking her heart but I have no other choice at that time.


A few days later, I also told T how I felt towards her and that she agreed to go out with me. The date was nice and I knew that T really was the girl of my dreams then.


Poof! My alarm rings and I'm thrown all the way back to reality. And so the saying goes, good things never last and how true it was. Even though it was only a dream and nothing but a dream, I somehow felt happy about it. Not sure of the reason myself, I just am glad that in my dreams I was able to move on with life.


Many times in life we are faced with a very emotional or challenging period in time. And there are always 3 ways to go about it. Most people, afraid of trying new things, will remain in the same stage, dazed and unsure of what to do. The next group of people are afraid of losing something, even though evidently they lost it. Thus this group go move backwards and try to remedy it, usually without success. The final group of people, are truthful about what had happened and accepted the fact that it happened. And they know that the only way to overcome it, is to move on.


Moving on, to many, are seen as a great challenge. It involves much great willpower to want to do something that the majority wouldn't even think about. It not only involves taking risk, but also the chance to be put through yet another obstacle. Not many are willing to be put through pain again and again. Yet moving on is the only way out of this rat race. One definitely have got to put behind one's bad experiences and embrace life with all that you got. Only then, one has move on and only then has one truly matured.


Have you moved on yet?




a blog entry tt i stumbled upon.. funny funny funny!!!!!!!


a scenario too common:


me: oh i don't think there's food for me at [place the name of almost any restaurant here].

friend: how come?

me: i am a vegetarian.

friend: you're a what??!

me: i am a vegetarian.

friend: so you don't take meat?

me: i believe most vegetarians don't take meat.

friend: oh not even fish?

me: no.

friend: *gasps* how come? is it because of religion?

me: no. i happen to be a christian.

friend: oh so your parents are vegetarians too?

me: no. i am the only vegetarian at home.

friend: *gasps* why??!!

me: 'cause it's been like that since i was young.

friend: *puzzled* okay. so do you take eggs?

me: yeah. i am a lacto-vegetarian.

friend: you take eggs??!!! don't you know that eggs can hatch into chicks??

me: yeah i know that. i am not retarded.

friend: then how come you still take eggs since you are a vegetarian????!!!!!

me: the fact that i am a lacto-vegetarian means that i can take eggs, so i take. that's just it, okay?


yeah. this scenario has happened so many times already. so don't try to 'psycho' me about the 'eggs to chicken' fact, and that i shouldn't take eggs 'cause i am a vegetarian, anymore. i won't avoid eggs just because of what you say. because if i do, soon after that, some people will come over and tell me how milk comes about ('but milk comes from cow leh! you can drink meh?'), and someone else will tell me how plants actually have feelings too ('do you know that plants can grow in effect of music too? that means they have feelings know?'). then at the end of the day, i can practically eat nothing, and i will have no choice but to go out in the sun and photosynthesize.



Finally finally. My cursed week is coming to an end. Passed my ATP on my 3rd try yesterday and it's over! At long last. I seriously have no wish to fire again from my rifle.


Went to Sentosa today with 4 other council peeps. Well, the girls there are not bad, weather is good but I cant say so for the outing. Nvm, hope the next one would be better.


A gal friend of mine recently posed me this question, "Is NS getting very slack now? All my friends say very slack one." And my answer, "HELL NO!" And today, I am finally enlightened as to how people can actually say NS is slack. The reason behind it is that it is a fact that their vocations are slack. But there are also people like ME who are suffering in NS due to us being in combat vocations. Even mine, a combat support unit is so not slack. Back to the question. The reasonwhy she can get the impression that NS is slack is cuz of those lucky freakers who got slack vocations and have the time to go back home everyday and spread nonsense about NS being slack. While US, being in camp everyda, without the luxury of computers, MSN, internet etc can only use the phone and complain to our parents/close friends. So the bottomline is, yes, there ARE vocations in NS that are indeed slack. But that does not equate to ALL vocations in NS being slack. Have to remember the soldiers who will really really have to chiog sua if we're engaged.



What a life. Its a Friday and guess where I'm going? BACK TO CAMP!


Of all places, yes, camp! Camp though may be my 2nd home, but I still have no wish to go back there. But luckless me, having failed ATP twice, have to make my 3rd attempt to pass it. If not, it would really really be bad, BAD!


And to make things worst, my company is the conducting. Thus we have to book in super early, like 2030 so that we'll have enough sleep, ie 7 hours, for tomorow to wake up around 4am.


At least ATP this time wouldn't be so sian with that cockster zhenfai around. Surely have got things to talk to him about. Till then, I'll finish eating my sara lee chocolate pound cake and I'll be gone in 59 secs~



Ok, this week really doesn't look good at all. When I booked in back to camp yesterday, I can actually forget to bring my locker key. Like WTH! Of all things. Thus I had to borrow here and there and everywhere.


Boots and webbing borrowed from zb, socks from hc, contact lens casing makeshift using soapbox and had to prise open my locker as much as possible to take ou my set of no. 4. Hai. 4th unlucky event. Jialat. I'm really getting worried for my range this Sat.


And can you believe it? That stupid zhenfai is also taking range at the same time as me. Haha. Had our IMT, range simulator today and saw him there. Like ZZZ. From seletar camp take tonner all the way to pasir laba is like 1 end to the other. My camp is near but at least we still had commercial bus to send us and pick us up. Heh.


Argh. I want this week to be over! And to pass my ATP ie. range.



We, the Bangla workers of 3*SCE

Pledge to unite as one together

Regardless of rank, language and status

To build a better home tomorrow

Based on foundation and cemet

So as to be rewarded

As much off days as possible



Hai. Siansation. A treble of unfortunate events.

1. Tuition no more. Student's dad want to change.

2. No date for Valentine.

3. FAIL driving practical.


It's been a long time but I've never been hit so badly before. Really felt super, uber down after the test. Sat the 3 different bus stops looking at vehicles pass me by before I went back to CITI for my course.


Sad. Totally screwed up my circuit's vertical parking. FFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Bad week. And I got re-re range on Sat. If I fail that also, touch wood, I really really should go to a temple to pray for a change of luck. But before I can do that, think I'll have to sign 5 1st. Siansation.




What a busy YXJ today. Had driving circuit in the morning. Think I too long never went for circuit, abit de buang. Ok, maybe buang by alot. I'm pretty shocked at my slope. Rolled backwards like never before man. Sucky. Bad. If I pull this kinda stunts again on Tues I know I'll definitely be a goner.


Had tuition later. Kinda no mood to teach at all. 1st time in 3 lessons that I found that time was purposely slowling down. After my student told me yesterday that she did not want to continue after the 4th lesson i really sian dao. 1st tuition assignment not even 1 month and she want to call it quits. Zzz. Argh. Shortage of income again starting next week.


Came home afterwards for lunch. Wanted to take a cab back, but somehow by chance buses just came at the right time. Sigh. Things always don't like to happen the way you want them to, I guess. Had lunch, sat awhile here and there.


Went to airport next to send Cassie off. Yup, back again to Australia. How time really does fly. Oh well, looking forward to the next person who would be coming back to Singapore. Ais & Nat! Wee. One's my buddy, the other my scissors-paper-stone crapper.


Alot of people owe me pics. I hate it when I don't have a digi cam myself and have to reply on others. Oh well. The bad things about being poor. Opps, but I bought myself a new desktop set. No no, not a computer. A set of wireless keyboard and laser mouse instead.


Microsoft® Wireless Laser™ Desktop 6000


High definition laser technology ok. With zoom and cutting edge design. Pretty pretty!



Or should I say that's only a better way to call it. Must as while just call us construction workers? Done with false ceilings yesterday and on to plastering today. Which is even worst. 'Played' with cemet mortar for the whole darn afternoon. The worst is yet to come next week when we start the actual plastering =[


Countdown to 14th Feb. No, not a date with some hot girl but most likely a middle aged guy who will grade me for my driving practical test. Somewhat nervous but I'm cool! Taken so many big time exams so this should be much of an obstacle. Just have got to concentrate on the road.


Have got to book in camp for a night later. Super waste of my time, oh well. Always in the army, sucking thumb is part of our way of life. Sis getting her O's results tomorrow. Hope she does well and can enter a JC, or rather TPJC. Haha.


Fishy's birthday today! Happy birthday FISH! Or Naweera to others =p



Yes.. And that's construction training for you. It's a good thingy I'm in the services side. It would really be HOLY if i were involved with actual construction. Saw how the other 2 groups slogged and sweated it out while I just felt hot in the workshop doing false ceiling. There's even a pretty thick textbook to go along. And I'll have a certificate once i pass and finish this duh course too!

Guess it's pretty tiring as well. Was playing Silkroad Online and fell 80% asleep. Can you believe it? It hadn't happen to me in awhile but I assume it was coming. Shacked out at 12am. What logic is this? I'm suppose to be awake till 2,3,4am!!! But darn. Shall go sleep after this blogging.

Saw some pretty nice looking girls on the way to CITI. Which is a good thing. It means I'm not in camp! And living more like a normal Singaporean should. Haha. But only remembered this sajc gal on the train from pasir ris. Woot! Jw even told me it was kinky to cast 2nd glances at schoolgirls. Which of course is as duh as he is. Taking a different route to citi tomorrow, so there she goes.

Cant believe e Sgt in charge of this thingy don't allow me to go for my driving practical next Tue, suggesting that I geng a MC. Say it was OC's instructions that we cannot go for such tests. Like what crap la. I booked my practical 6, SIX freaking months in advance and how would I have guessed it would clashed with this shtty thingy. Got another Sgt to help me kui, see what better can be done then geng to get an mc.

Confirm another lonely Valentine's Day this year. The only thing to look forward to? A chance at getting my driving license! Wee. Then maybe a car would be my Valentine for this year. How saddening. 1st person I would see on 14th Feb is my driving instructor and his Mitsubishi Lancer GLX. Oh well. Must teng the car, for it IS the car that would help me get my license. Hehe. How would you be spending your Valentine? Nothing to do? No where to go? SMS ME at 987654321 =b



The long break is finally over. From tomorrow onwards, I'm back to school, literally. On a course to learn construction engineering, more towards building services such as plumbling, wiring and water pipes etc. It will be a real eye opener for me to learn this kinda stuff again. But more importantly, it will make me feel like a student all over again.

Raining so heavily now. Makes me think back on those days when I'm in tpjc going to college when its raining. Ok, abit no linkage here. But I don't care!

Random thoughts filling my mind now. Thinking whether i will pass my TP. Wondering how the course would be like. Imagining if there will be anyone to meet on my way to the place.

Kept receiving emails from Shutterfly. Stupid Shutterfly. Reminds me of e past. And I don't want to be reminded of it. No one's sending me pics from Chinese New Year. Dang dang.

No chio bus for 2 days le. Starting again on Mon at 10pm. But the serial is ending soon too. 13 episodes nia. Hope the next one is even better.



I'll be okay, you'll find your love today.
Searching everywhere, alot of sunshine is waiting for you
Don't be afraid, you'll find your love one day.
Tell you that you'll do your best for me, ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ

I can see a burning flame, is this your future waiting for you?
Hold my hands and give me your word.
Believe in what you do and you will be okay. (Hey you got us waiting!)

I'll be okay, you'll find your love today.
Searching everywhere, alot of sunshine is waiting for you
Don't be afraid, you'll find your love one day.
Tell you that you'll do your best for me, ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ



Oh man. Can't believe I am really admiring this actress from a serial, Sunshine Heartbeat 2. Watch Chnl 55 every weekday at 10pm to see it for yourself.

What I see in her is more or less the same as what I look for in girls. She's pretty sporty, caring, helpful and of course quite good looking. It makes me wonder if there really will be such a girl in my life?

When my classmates come over during chu er, we were discussing about Uni life as compared to NS life. The guys and girls debated over who suffered more when their Bfs entered NS while they Uni. Our conclusion, both side had their fair share of pain, but the problem is the pain is totally different for both parties and thus it's hard to tell the other what pain one is suffering from. The girls also commented that by the time in Uni, good guys & girls are usually always taken up and in a very committed relationship. So that leaves out a small handful for them. So what's left for me? It does sounds fast but hey, I'm entering Uni NEXT year. It seem awhile ago that I just graduated from tpjc.

Nevermind, shall try not to think so much. An hour more to watching my chio bu on tv.



Will life really be better after serving NS?

Will life really be better after entering University?

Will life really be better after graduating?

Will life really be better after finding a good paying job?

Will life really be better after retiring with a huge sum in the bank?

When will life really be better?

I want it to be better when I feel like it.

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