Wednesday, May 31, 2006
COLLEGE RESULTSSubject J1CT J1PE J2CT J2PE A-level
MA O E O C A
PA C C O C D
CA C B O C B
GP 6 5 6 5 6
C2 4 4
Approx points* 41 50 17 48 53
Muahaha. Didn't know they still had this on tpjc.net. So as the results show, MA was an exception, CA was a pattern 'C-B-C-B', PA was a disappointment 'C-C-C-D', GP another pattern of '6-5-6-5-6' J2CT not really included cause was too busy during June holidays that time to care about studying, thus the 'O-O-O'
But A's really isn't everything. Now's to pia for that scholarship! Yay!
思念是一种病 {10:36 pm}
Woo hoo. The National Council of Social Service is considering my scholarship application to study psychology~ Now to summit all the relevant documents together with 2 recommendation letters. And of course those letters would never be from someone in the army so I took the task to finding my tutors back in tpjc for them. Glad they obliged. Now's to cross my fingers while I await their reply.
Next week will be a whole week of off! Not exactly wonderful, because it is owed to us for our duty at Jurong Island. But sadly am on standby and thus can't go overseas! Crap!
Today's an off day also. Gonna watch X-Men 3 today. Yay.
思念是一种病 {8:12 am}
Friday, May 26, 2006
here's to replying some comments first.
aud: you say 1 ah.. haha, nx time go out with you must remember to help me
cui beimab: haha, cant help it.. it's in my genes. but going to be arts soon~
jiamin: kuku! how's school? need help can try find me.. ^^
fran: i still was thinking hu's lobster.. haha.. dun wan dota la, play kingdom hearts 2!!
1 more last duty to do! before i go back camp. well, it has been a rather interesting 3 weeks of deployment at jurong island. gonna have to do standby back in camp (remember the siren thingy?) and because of this i can't go overseas! crap. wanted to go overseas for a breather, and now, still stuck in singapore. sigh.
ord ord ord! 10 months to go!
思念是一种病 {8:03 pm}
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Tiredness is equal to inversely proportional to the amount of sleep one gets times inverse the hours of work put in.
Number of houseflies killed at JGL is greater than as per whole life.
Total number of cup noodles eaten is also greater than as per whole life.
Book out time is minus the sleeping, minus the travelling, which is equal to less than 12.
-end of mathematical equations of my life-I'm so, so, so very tired. Immediately after booked out rushed to guitar lessons, well, for the 1st time i was late, but better late than never. And went to yiwen's place for bbq following that. Met up with my ocip peeps again. yay! somehow, it always doesn't seem possible for the a whole big group to get down together. previously for the new year steamboat, there was another group together with the regulars. this time round, it is yet a totally different group with the regulars also! haha. but yesterday we had a vip, our former tutor~
so the girls shared with us their uni experience, and aik his ns police experience. e rest of the guys were just listening cause seriously, i don't see how fighting in the jungle can be compared to raiding brothels, shooting blanks compared to live rounds at real targets, overlooking the seas compared to real time action, doing SOC compared to getting chased with a chopper. life really is unfair.
low pay + stupid regimentation + all kinds of crap = the camouflauge revolution
good pay + mostly 8-5 working hours + stories to share + good experience = the blue washout
good pay + shift work + stories to share + real emergencies to attend to = the red hot
-go figure-
思念是一种病 {8:32 am}
Thursday, May 18, 2006
finished reading
My Sister's Keeper last night. It really did invoke some emotions in me. Yup. So if you haven't exactly read it before, do go and read/beg/steal/borrow that book ^.^
watched the finals of champions league too. what a finale. of course barca won 2-1 against arsenal. and darn, i did not bet on that for total goals.
another 3 days at jurong island, at least once i book out it would be guitar and bbq~
思念是一种病 {9:54 am}
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
how can i even forget this. i'm supposed, keyword: SUPPOSED, to take my 2nd driving test tomorrow. but thank to all the regimentation crap and sh**, i cant. it's my mistake that i failed the 1st, so why can't i take this 2nd opportunity now? like hell! now i don't even know how long i would have to wait till i get another test date. and that's not even including the fact of whether i might pass or not.
this whole thing is just screwed up. i'm wasting 2 years of my life, and i've already laid waste to 1. and the other just doesn't seem/look any better than the 1st. i so yearn to get my driving license.
i want it.
update: so now i know my blog has this "Word Verification" thingy that keeps asking me to type the words that i see. it's because www.blogger.com thinks that my blog is a SPAM blog. like wow. i never knew my blog had such a wide readership, much less what i'm writing is all spam! pure, cold, blooded spam. it makes me laugh in amazement, wrong, laugh in amusement. wahahahahhahahahaha. spam blog. muahahahaha.
思念是一种病 {10:04 pm}
yay. survived another 2 or rather 3 days at jurong island. Sometimes, i wonder if it is the lack of entertainment or the very view of the sea that makes me start to wonder what the f*** i'm doing there.
protecting my country, securing it's interests, bull. don't even start on it. it sometimes amazes me that i haven't actually thought about loading my fulled loaded magazine, which in case you didn't know contains 30 fragible rounds, and just blasting my head off. nono, it's not due to the fact that my buddy, who of all people is jia wei, is not pei-ing me well. it's just a personal matter. at least he's improving. enlightening my about
kino which is a trade secret *ahem* , singing more pop songs and telling me that he the great, the grand, the master photographer!!! maybe it's me who's not keeping him company, while i try to read my next book, which currently is my sister's keeper, or basically nodding off.
so back to me looking at the sea. i think to myself what a loser i am to be sitting there. i am certainly sure that i can be put to use at other places but no, that's the flaw of the ns system. it's a real screw up here but no one really bothers to cover this hole, this gaping deep hurtful hole. why? i don't know. but i guess it's just troublesome. why disturb something when it's been there peacefully all this while? f*** it.
but like i mentioned earlier, since i haven exactly though of committing suicide yet, jia wei and i always discuss what we'll like to do when we enter uni. so for him, that would be to join their photography society and
xian ALL the girls there. AHAHAHA, no, i'm serious. it is.
as for me, well, maybe i'll go for something like.. student union? WAHAHA, laugh all you want. but seriously here, it's what i really want. maybe it's what i think i can do best, while at the same time savouring every moment of it. presidency again? i'm all geared up. the day i ord, will be the day i start my life, after i ended it exactly 2 years earlier.
now's to finish reading 'my sister's keeper' which is by far the fastest i've ever read a book, which is largely due to the fact that i spend most of my time reading, if you understand 'most of my time'.
maybe after another 3 days of
kan hai my mind will give me another thought to think about. but for now, i'll sleep on student union.
思念是一种病 {9:12 pm}
Monday, May 15, 2006
here's something some siew hoon:
---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.
----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others.
------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
traveling. Systematic. hot but has brains.
-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!!
----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody
and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.
------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter
------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.
---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.
---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.
思念是一种病 {9:15 am}
yay, yesterday was Mothers' Day. yet another over commercialised day to rack in money. we should definitely be thankful to all our moms everyday and not just yesterday! [=
went to eat
zhi char at elias mall and the main stall is too crowded that we even had to go to another that we do not usually patronise. but the food is still not too bad, though the fried fish could be a tad fatter, too skinny already.
immediately after booking out from jurong island (jgl), headed to liang court kino to find nurul. some kind of bargain sale there for their old books. bought like 6 books for $19, which is about the total for a single book that I usually buy.
after that, proceeded to suntec city for some fascinating malaysia exhibition. mom received an sms from optimax that currently has a promotion on lasik surgery. so now am trying to secure my overseas leave in early june so I can head over there for their checkup and see if i'm suited to do lasik or not =p no more glasses nor contact lens! *i hope*
seeing my platoon mates for 5 days a week is bad, so imagine now when i'm seeing them like every single day for the next 3 weeks and past 1 week. not that i dun like them, but it gets boring. must find more things to do! jia wei promises to entertain me, but his current hit songs only include:
* A-B-B
* Mary had a little lamb
*
San zi lao huplanning what to do for my next week bookouts:
= 17th (wed) - probably go ntu to collect my book on bisuness fianace
= 20th (sat) - guitar & ocip bbq
= 23th (tue) - donate blood?
= 26th (fri) - er.. nth for e moment
= 29th (mon) - yay, last book out before this kuku duty is
finally over
思念是一种病 {8:50 am}
Sunday, May 14, 2006
ok, if u haven noticed, i changed my blog address! it's now jarenology.blogspot.com which i think it quite cool! yay! kindly update.. hehe
just back from the wonderful island of jurong. time really passes fast there. going out for dinner soon. just allow me to remove my contacts after dinner and i'm do a proper update =p
update: check this out "
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思念是一种病 {6:08 pm}
Friday, May 12, 2006
i'm home! yes, endured 2, or rather 3 days at Jurong Island already. Actually, the place there isn't that bad, at least there is no stupid regimentation and such back in camp.
the work there is kinda dumb, but nevertheless somewhat important. deprivation of sleep is the main and about the only major concern there.
just realised this morning that tomorrow is actually Vesak Day. which equates to a public holiday and further equates to another off day being eaten. and so i wouldn't want to imagine jurong island being full of people tomorrow anyway.
so darn tired, really am. am thinking of places and means to sleep already. seeing so many people book out today from tekong while i'm heading home, i really don't know whether to feel happy or sad. happy that i'm way past that stage of NS life already or sad that i'm stuck in such a horrendous place for another 11 months plus to go.
sometimes, been thinking if after i get my degree, should i join the police force? guess it might not be as great here, but at least there's less all the crap, alot of crap in fact.
i wanna wake up tomorrow, and imagine i had just awoken from a nightmare. but no, that's a negative.
to myself - be strong and hang in there. it's all part of a greater plan.
思念是一种病 {1:10 am}
Sunday, May 07, 2006
wow, watched a cartoon! have watched like 4 cartoons in the past 2 weeks.
they are...: monster inc, chicken little, the wild and ice age 2!!
the baby girl in monster inc is so cute! watched the rerun of it on disney channel -_-
watch chicken little on my comp. not as nice, stupid aliens invasion. but the baby alien is cute also!
caught the wild at the cathay! wee, great place to watch a movie. super funny though abit short, but it was nice nonetheless, probably due to the company i had =p
just completed ice age 2. pretty disappointing. though i can't even remembered what happened in the 1st show, this was pretty darn boring. one thing i learnt though: "one must forget one's past, in order to have a future," according to Sid.
思念是一种病 {6:50 pm}
went to wala wala on Fri night~ partly to celebrate yumei on her completion of her exams and also to meet up before I get busy with protecting the country again.
at least now i know that my limit is like 3 bottles of beer before i get too full. i am still sober, very much indeed, just that my stomach can't take any more drinks =p
their live band's not too bad. shall go there when i have the time, and money for that matter. but 7-9's the happy hour. beers goes 1 for 1. [=
思念是一种病 {10:51 am}
and so the PAP is elected back into power. Pretty amazing that both Hougang n Potong Pasir has still not been able to be won back by the PAP even after SM Goh was involved.
As expected, SDP has the worst showing among all the grcs and this can definitely be attributed to chee soon juan. so, no change whatsoever to the parliament.
but the workers' party in aljunied put up a good fight and could be another hotly contested ward in the next general election.
思念是一种病 {12:43 am}
Saturday, May 06, 2006
accepted nus's offer of arts and social science. and that's it, at a click of e mouse, my future is somewhat sealed.
polling day! i say PAP will win with at least 65% of votes.
思念是一种病 {11:10 am}
juz when i thought something, somehow, might be possible, i am brought back down to earth, hard and painful. yay. i like e ground!
things not meant to be, shall never, ever be.
and i got a new phone! yippe! 6030, which would be my 'camp' phone.
思念是一种病 {12:45 am}
Monday, May 01, 2006
and so, with about 20 mins more to spend before i return to my oh-so-great camp.
had a pretty eventful weekend. watched a movie n added another menu on sat, all these would not have been possible without e wonderful birthday bel~ happy belated!
went to china sq to eat fried fish pieces and was
tua by my dad to go marina pier. he claim there could be some bar over there. instead, all they had was juz a indian-run cafe. pathetic -_- and it's absolutely out of the way! unlike clifford pier.
for breakfast today, drove down to chin swee road to eat dim sum at red star restaurant. and e queue is bian tai (crazy). Never seems to be decreasing. 4 of us ate about $65 worth, which i think is kinda expensive.
with a car, going around is SUCH a breeze! but sadly, the car does not belong to my dad. it's my uncle's. cuz he thought he could pass his tp and went ahead to purchase it 1st. and the opposite came true, he failed and thus he lent it to my dad. a 1 year old honda accord. not too bad. argh! i wanna drive.. i so want to do so.......
once my uncle passes his test, my family would be the only one without a car! not that we really need it, but..... =[
思念是一种病 {7:41 pm}
