Monday, February 08, 2010
Why does everything seem not to fall into place? Love, life, studies?
It only the beginning of week 5 and I'm starting to feel the heat. I feel that I'm lacking behind in almost all my modules and this is not a good sign at all. Taking 6 modules is meant to spur me to study hard, not to fall back further. Starting to feel the stress but somehow I don't know why I can't find time to study enough. Am I taking on too many things at once?
Then there's the deadly Feb month for me. My mind seem to be in too many places at once that I can't settle down my thoughts to concentrate on doing anything for Feb. I am sorry. Really. I know you want time, but I have almost none to give. I feel lousy.
It has been a long time since I felt this way, everything is calling for my attention.
I shall go sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
思念是一种病 {12:03 am}
Friday, February 05, 2010
Hello Hello!
This is a super random posting after reading my ancient blog post. Maybe I should start writing a blog again. I realise a blog is not simply a tool for others to pry into my life, but more of something for me to read and reflect in the future about what I have done or said in the past and how I have matured / moved on from certain life stages.
To keep myself of the future updated, this post will be more of an introduction of myself, to myself. Sounds like I am pretty much an adolescent at heart for everything is about 'me me & me.'
So I'm currently in my 3rd year Sem 2 at FASS. Studying Psychology with a 2nd major in Economics. I finally got exposed to archery and am in teamNUS as of now.
To digress slightly, it is finally a dream come true when I made it into teamNUS. Since young, I have tired almost all kinds of CCAs: drums in pri sch, scouts in sec sch & student council in junior college, what I was lacking was a sport. Knowing myself, anything that involves running is pretty much out considering my lousy stamina. So archery is like an almost perfect match for me. Well, I did considered shooting air weapons, but nah. And I'm certainly proud to be part of NUS Archery and looking to win medals with my fellow teammates.
This is quite a killer semester for me. Doing 6 mods: evo psych, adolescence, emotions, UROP, medical soci & reporting stats. On top of that, working part time as a research assistant. Even top-er, archery. Nonetheless, I feel that I have begun my revision and studying early, just have to keep the momentum going. For the past 4 sems I have been telling myself to work hard, and this sem will be no different from the rest. Work hard, Jaren!
On a last note, I want to say hi to RH =D
思念是一种病 {1:24 am}
