Friday, March 31, 2006
Seriously, if yesterday was bad, today is worst. Had 'blow wind blow', where 7 from 1 bunk changed with another 7 from the other bunk.
Purpose: To tekan us.
Reason (apparent): We're too slack
For today, was the day I laid my tears, my sweat and my blood (literally) on the grounds of my camp.
This morning, we were made to march around the parade square 4 times. In full view of recruits, a younger batch and our own batch of soldiers. It was shameful, bringing down our already 'reputable' name to shambles.
Sometimes, I really wonder why in the fucking hell I chose not to honour that fucking contract. Still pondering whether to push for my case of ezema that hopefully will get me downgraded or at least keep remainging on status. I don't see a point in doing so much work for it anymore.
One last word to all these shit that has happened in the past 2 days, fuck.
思念是一种病 {7:10 pm}