The time we were together may not be long, but I really did only love U with all that I can give.

U stood by me as I entered NS, and even completing BMT.

U told me we'll still go strong even as U enter uni, I believed U.

We told each other to hang on, as I enter my new camp with a total culture shock.

While U stayed in hostel, I suffered in camp, waiting only for that chance to see U on weekends.

Unfortunately, my unit is involved with NDP, Saturdays burnt. By the time I get home and get to bed, it's almost 2am Sunday - book in day.

I know I must have hurt U when I told U time and again I was tired and wanted to stay at home. But I really was.

U told me U felt sick and was down with a cold one day. I really wanted to be by your side, but sadly I was in camp. All I could say was sleep early and drink lots of water.

U told me U wanted to be single again, to be without all this hopes and expectations. I expected and respected that.

U said we will still be friends, I am really glad for that.

Told me to wait 4 years, after U graduate and see how things turn out then.

Once U told me U were stressed out with schoolwork, I offered a listening ear.

But I guess time and tide wait for no Man.

Gradually U started to distance away from me. Where was the 'we'll still be friends' ?

Right now, I have fully accepted that then U had moved on, while silly old me held on to the fact that we could still talk like old friends did.

Am glad that U gave me the chance to see things in a brighter light.

Even as U ignored me.

Realised that I can't stop U from spreading your wings and soar up high.

I give U my best wishes and hope that U will find your true happiness.

U, take care.

思念是一种病 {9:21 pm}