Friday, May 12, 2006
i'm home! yes, endured 2, or rather 3 days at Jurong Island already. Actually, the place there isn't that bad, at least there is no stupid regimentation and such back in camp.
the work there is kinda dumb, but nevertheless somewhat important. deprivation of sleep is the main and about the only major concern there.
just realised this morning that tomorrow is actually Vesak Day. which equates to a public holiday and further equates to another off day being eaten. and so i wouldn't want to imagine jurong island being full of people tomorrow anyway.
so darn tired, really am. am thinking of places and means to sleep already. seeing so many people book out today from tekong while i'm heading home, i really don't know whether to feel happy or sad. happy that i'm way past that stage of NS life already or sad that i'm stuck in such a horrendous place for another 11 months plus to go.
sometimes, been thinking if after i get my degree, should i join the police force? guess it might not be as great here, but at least there's less all the crap, alot of crap in fact.
i wanna wake up tomorrow, and imagine i had just awoken from a nightmare. but no, that's a negative.
to myself - be strong and hang in there. it's all part of a greater plan.
思念是一种病 {1:10 am}
