Jarenologist: A person who studies Jaren in great depth

Sunday, June 25, 2006

思念是一种病 {12:32 pm}

Sunday, June 18, 2006

another duh weekend. did pretty, nothing much. had a little flutter with the world cup but not exactly winning much either. oh well.

and it's back to camp. how fast the weekend passes. sigh.

思念是一种病 {5:45 pm}

Saturday, June 17, 2006

hai. i finally realised how much our thinking actually differs. we used to share so much passion for the things we used to plan, but somehow or another, that enthusiasm just sort of dissipated into thin air. excuses seem to be part of everyone's life. no one's free at all, even just for 1 night.

maybe it's just me, but i guess i'm just totally disappointed by the lack of interest shown by my peers. maybe 2 years is a long time and they had forgotten what we went through together. maybe they just couldn't care less.

maybe, maybe it's me.

思念是一种病 {2:26 am}

Sunday, June 11, 2006

gasp! i smoked yesterday. for the 1st time. hmm, no, it's not cigarettes. instead it's sisha. some kinda thingy that the rich arabic sultans used to do. we did a chocolate mint flavour =x

to even see a video of it, it's here! but please, do not watch it if you dun wan to see smoking -_-

on a lighter note, apart from that vice, the food there is good! i'm impressed. some arab restuarant along arab street at bugis. i'm sure i'll be going there a 2nd time.

思念是一种病 {4:01 pm}

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Watched CARS yesterday with Mab. Yay. It was nice. Yup, cartoons never fail to brighten my day. Thinking about it, there's no 1 cartoon that I regretted watching. Perhaps only Garfield is abit bad, but that's cause there's real people in there.

Pure cartoons rocks~

思念是一种病 {2:13 pm}

Thursday, June 08, 2006

You entered: Chiam Jielun Jaren

There are 16 letters in your name.
Those 16 letters total to 72
There are 7 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

Copyright © 2006 Paul R. Sadowski (http://www.paulsadowski.com)

思念是一种病 {8:36 pm}

You entered: 11/17/1986

Your date of conception was on or about 24 February 1986 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Scorpio.
Your Life path number is 7.

7 (7, 16/7, 25/7, 34/7)

The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.

A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life. It's as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren't a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it's not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There's no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.

You actually like being alone and away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise, distractions, and confusion.

The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific, and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at your own independent conclusion.

This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. A built in inner guide providing a strong sense of intuition may set you up as being a law unto yourself. Whatever spiritual position you take, whether traditional or bizarre, you will cling to it with fervor. Once you have decided an issue, it is almost impossible to get you to revisit the question. Adaptability is not your style, and change for you is a rarity.

You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone. Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you follow the directions they seem to guide.

In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration for others. There is such a negative attitude. Indeed, operating on the negative side of the 7 can produce a very selfish and spoiled individual and living with one can be a challenge. This may be why some 7s actually prefer living alone. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or that in some way you are not being fairly treated.

Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446751.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/9/1986 and ending 1/28/1987.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger.

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 30 March 1986.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 4 May 1986.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 12 February 1986.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 18 May 1986.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 25 May 1986.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 4 October 1986.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 April 1986.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 11 February 1986.

As of 6/8/2006 8:29:28 AM EDT
You are 19 years old.
You are 235 months old.
You are 1,020 weeks old.
You are 7,143 days old.
You are 171,440 hours old.
You are 10,286,429 minutes old.
You are 617,185,768 seconds old.

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.79569471624266 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 162 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1986 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1986 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1986 in the US there were 2,400,000 marriages (10%) and 1,159,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1986 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

Your birthstone is Citrine
The Mystical properties of Citrine

Citrine is said to help one connect with Spirit.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Yellow Topaz, Pearl, Diamond

Your birth tree is

Chestnut Tree, the Honesty

Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritable and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self-confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

There are 200 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 213 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

Copyright © 2006 Paul R. Sadowski (http://www.paulsadowski.com)

思念是一种病 {8:33 pm}

A loved one saves the day. The right relationships put you in touch with the people that you need to know at just the right time. Remember, coincidence is just the universe's way of working anonymously.
The Straits Time, Life, Wed 7 June.
Of course I didn't think much into it.

Yup. Went out with Aud. Ritz Carlton for their buffet lunch =.^ Think I'm just not meant to eat buffets, too small a stomach and too little an appetite. Haha.

Watched The Omen at Marina Sq. Not very, very scary ba. If you want a really scary one, catch The Exocist, anyone of them. But Marina Sq feels empty.

As we headed to Raffles City basement for dinner, we stood outside Burger King and Mos Burger, undecided which to go to. Then Aud suggested BK for their overwhelming number of empty seats. And as we were approaching, *wham*

Coincidence is just the universe's way of working anonymously.
Everything that I tried to shut out, suddenly just flooded my mind.
Imagine trying to build a dam, against a reseviour of memories. There are turbines to let some of them flow through. But what happened yesterday was like C4's planted all over my dam, or rather, missilies just attacked that dam of mine. All that I tried to stop, were all in vain.

Well, let's just say I really thought the next time I saw her, would be with her boyfriend. And now, the exact opposite happens. She's with a group of girl friends while I'm with another girl. Haha.

Coincidence. Maybe.

here's me having lunch at ritz. shot by aud:

思念是一种病 {1:20 pm}

Monday, June 05, 2006

have i mentioned how er xin is the camouflage revolution? i'm happily sitting in my dad's car, all ready to go home and chiong game while continuing to enjoy my block leave. then all of a sudden, THE phone rings. and it's my wonderful revolution calling my back for duty. just the day before duty itself. WOW. it's a good thing i had NOTHING planned tomorrow. didn't i mention how decisive the camouflage revolution is? i'm absolutely in love with it.

NATTY! i miss you, but you still lose me at scissors-paper-stone. you need more practice my dear.

思念是一种病 {9:18 pm}

Sunday, June 04, 2006

for the 1st time in my life, i felt threaten when travelling in a car. apparently, there's this another driver who tries to weave his way into my dad's lane. and my dad, being my dad, flashes the high beam at him. and when he goes on to overtake that other driver, that SoB flashes the universal sign language at my dad. and my dad, being my dad again, winds down the window and shouted across in coarse language (in hokkien), something about showing Lima Juliet. my mom then asks him to cool it down but the SoB came back again on purpose. this time they both had their windows down and the gf of that SoB actually challenged that my dad showed him the universal sign language first. which of course, isn't true. the most my dad will do is stare, never the middle finger.

oh what the hell.

at least i got to ang mo kio safe and sound and in one piece. and why are we there in the 1st place? cause my dad's going to change phone! finally he's getting rid of that problem-prone, useless and pretty much ugly O2 mini. i might have been the cause of the 'buy' decision in that mini and it sure is a bad mistake. so anyway, he's gotten himself a N91! woo hoo. perhaps, the only weakness about that phone is that it has only a single camera for a 3G phone.

but for me, i'm finally seen thru what i want in a phone. it's neither the functions, nor the inside. it's the outside! the looks of my phone is all that's important. thus the most chio looking phone that i'm bio-ing now is the......

the NOKIA 8800!!!!!!!! the shop assistant even showed him the 8800 Special Edition one. way cool.

思念是一种病 {1:19 am}

Friday, June 02, 2006

yippe. received my 1st letter from Mr Lim, a former Council teacher advisor. he even made the effort to come all the way over to my place just to pass this letter to me. i must admit, i'm really impressed by him. he's like one of those model professional that i will look up to in future. he sure must be doing great as a planning officer with the moe.

start of my long break! yay! finally. but i can predict that the months to come will be tough, boring and shack-like-hell. crescendo's in mid Oct. should i start worrying? cause it's like less than 4 months to go only. or should i rejoyce? cause after that it's slackness to the max (supposedly)!

but regardless, will enjoy myself! fully booked except tue. movie, pub, catching up, shopping, it's all in a day's work. =p

crescendo's a training exercise whereby my whole company will head to thailand do do our engineer training assesment (to grade our proficiency in our engineer tasks) something like a finale to your NS stint

思念是一种病 {9:42 pm}