Monday, November 26, 2007
Fuck.
I have just wasted both Sat and Sun not doing anything productive. And the worst problem is, I know I'm not putting in enough effort yet I am not willing to change that fact. I'm certain that there's at least well over 90% of the people working hard and mugging through the damn textbooks while I am enjoying both my afternoon naps and anime watching.
Guess I am really short of any motivatation at all. Nothing to spur me on, nothing to inspire me to work hard. Sometimes, I really don't know what I want.
And I've jumped, only to misjudge the overly far distance. Clinging on to a branch now. It's damn tiring to hold on and without any lifeline in sight, I'll plunge into the abyss of nothing, very soon.
思念是一种病 {12:04 am}
