Monday, November 19, 2007
We're living in this world, where you surely will not get what you set out to achieve due to opportunity costs.
Drank alot more Southern Comfort than I should which resulted in me getting high for my first time. It's definitely not drunk for I still know what I am doing just that I couldn't care less. And Li had to witness me getting high and dumb around my room. Blabbered some crap to Joan, Jason and I can't remember who else, probably Rachel too.
But it takes away the pain for only momentarily. When I wake up, I remember it all over again. I should channel this to studying instead which, as usual, my weekend was wasted.
Have you regretted any decisions made lately?
I seldom do for I believe a decision is made with a rational thought behind it. And if you can think it through, surely the decision was a sound one even if it was only at that moment in time. But of course, not all decisions go your way. And when they don't, guess pucking up the courage to move on from there is important. It's imperative that we might make some bad decisions, but nonetheless, I will still adhere to them and learn from those. I don't deny that sometimes I think too much into other people's actions. Maybe it made me happy then, but ultimately, it doesn't matter. Things are not happening my way and I have to live by them.
Time, is always not on my side. Darn!
思念是一种病 {1:22 am}
