Monday, February 08, 2010
Why does everything seem not to fall into place? Love, life, studies?
It only the beginning of week 5 and I'm starting to feel the heat. I feel that I'm lacking behind in almost all my modules and this is not a good sign at all. Taking 6 modules is meant to spur me to study hard, not to fall back further. Starting to feel the stress but somehow I don't know why I can't find time to study enough. Am I taking on too many things at once?
Then there's the deadly Feb month for me. My mind seem to be in too many places at once that I can't settle down my thoughts to concentrate on doing anything for Feb. I am sorry. Really. I know you want time, but I have almost none to give. I feel lousy.
It has been a long time since I felt this way, everything is calling for my attention.
I shall go sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.
思念是一种病 {12:03 am}